welcome to blab bun 🍞

first of all… welcome to this little blog thingy where i basically just yap about whatever is currently occupying my brain at 2AM

** who am i? **

name’s bun btw (NO the blog name was not supposed to become a bread-related identity crisis but here we are)

i’m the owner, maintainer, emotional support system, and unpaid employee of this entire website. everything you read here was written by me personally which means if something sounds unhinged… that’s because it probably is.

i’m a software developer. yeah i know. another one.

which means statistically speaking there’s a very high chance i’ll eventually get replaced by AI and become spiritually unemployed by 2030.

BUT UNTIL THAT HAPPENS…

i built this site from scratch because apparently i enjoy creating problems for myself.

Just me, several browser tabs, questionable coding decisions, and enough debugging sessions to permanently alter my sleep schedule.

And no, I’m not trying to act superior about it either.

I’m not one of those: “uhm actually i hand-crafted my website with raw suffering and masculine engineering”

type developers.

BUT if anybody randomly cares how this chaotic little site was made, you can check the about me page or whatever.

** why did i create this blog page in the first place? **

Honestly?

I think I’m going through a quarter-life crisis.

Which sounds dramatic until you realize I’m 25 years old and still have absolutely no idea what I’m doing with my life.

I’ve had a job for like 3 years now and somehow I’m STILL trying to figure out how adulthood works.

So I made this blog as some kind of personal safe space where I can temporarily shut my brain off and just… exist for a bit.

No corporate behavior. No pretending to be productive. No LinkedIn “rise and grind” nonsense.

Just me talking about random stuff that keeps me awake mentally.

** what are you going to expect? **

Probably:

• random life rants
• anime discussions
• sports
• internet nonsense
• moments where I accidentally overshare
• pop cultures
• things I love
• things I absolutely hate for no reason

Basically whatever my brain decides is important that day.

Maybe you’ll agree with my takes. Maybe you’ll think I’m completely wrong. Maybe both simultaneously.

Also apologies in advance if my English randomly collapses midway through a sentence.

English isn’t my first language since I’m Filipino and I’m definitely not some professional writer.

So please don’t expect: “JK Rowling storytelling levels of literary excellence”

because brother… you are reading the online diary of a sleep-deprived barely holding his sanity together through HTML and vibes.

This site is basically just a digital time capsule for future me.

Like one day when I’m old as hell, I can revisit this place and be like:

“wow… I really typed all that huh.”

I’ll TRY to post around 3 times a week: Monday, Wednesday, Friday…

assuming life doesn’t suddenly uppercut me unexpectedly.

** what am i trying to achieve? **

Peace of mind honestly.

Whenever I write something down, it feels like my brain finally removes a fish bone that’s been stuck there all day.

Like the thought stops haunting me once it exists somewhere physically.

And I also forget things REALLY easily.

So this blog basically becomes a dumpster of memories, thoughts, phases, obsessions, and emotional damage that I can revisit later instead of letting everything disappear into the void.

Which is honestly kinda comforting.

Anyway… that’s enough dramatic self-awareness for one introduction.

I’m not trying to turn this into some emotional Netflix monologue.

If you somehow enjoyed this nonsense, you can subscribe to the newsletter thingy so you’ll know whenever I post another blog.

Or don’t. No pressure.

THANKS FOR READING 🍞